losing hope..

Muffled cries,
agonizing shrieks,
as if trying to clap in wet air.
Feel the gravity increasing inside you,
are you shrinking?
Feel the blood heating up inside you,
are you exploding?
Feel as if you are thrown in a black hole,
your atomised image remaining on the surface.
Feel like a dying hound,
sniffing for the forever gone smells.
Try to tear it down.
Try to bring it down.
Try to end it forever,
but it goes on and on.
You end up in a corner,
and the rain goes on and on.

Lacking testosterone

Sit here.
Do nothing.
Divide,Break,Comment,
make someone feel de trop.
Worry about contemplation.
Eve did it too.
Lack of testosterone.
Too bad.
Lack of ribs.
Too bad.
Is it sad because of agression,
or is it because it is.
Creatures like these,saith Kali,
are examples of personified shit.
If we were men, said they
,even the moon would have been like the earth.
If u were men,says me,
both would have been like the sun.
I love dumb blondes.
I hate bitchy brunettes.
I am like eve.
Lacking testosterone.